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#145

Reached for: Acid (LSD) (II)

I want the high, the merge, the thrill, and I'll let the grounded, responsible parts of life slide to get it.

It runs as a reality-avoiding chase after highs, a self-distracting stimulation- and merger-addiction that reaches for thrills and union at the expense of grounding and everyday responsibility. The seeking looks like appetite for the transcendent; it is a way of dissolving out of a world that feels like too much to stand in. What it asks for is to stay grounded long enough to find the world is bearable sober.

The Archetypal Form

The lotus-eaters, who tasted the flower and forgot their homes and their errands, content to drift in a sweet oblivion with nothing left to return to. The form implies a task: to leave the lotus and take up the oar.

The Algorithm
Essence
The Reducer
Rule
The grounded world is too much to stand in, so I dissolve out of it.
Classification
Substance / Activity
Highs, thrills, merger experiences, the reality-dissolving trip
Archetype
The Lotus-Eaters
Emotional theme
A reality-avoidance dissolving the grounded self
Behavioural pattern
Self-distracting stimulation- and merger-addiction at the expense of grounding
Family dynamic
A perennial-child-inducing, non-requiring, engulfing or interference-running parenting
Core wound
The grounded world is too much to stand in, so I dissolve out of it.
Exit
Staying grounded long enough to find the world bearable sober.
Frequently asked
What is the "Reached for: Acid (LSD) (II)" pattern?

It runs as a reality-avoiding chase after highs, a self-distracting stimulation- and merger-addiction that reaches for thrills and union at the expense of grounding and everyday responsibility. The seeking looks like appetite for the transcendent; it is a way of dissolving out of a world that feels like too much to stand in. What it asks for is to stay grounded long enough to find the world is bearable sober.

What does "Reached for: Acid (LSD) (II)" sound like when it shows up?

I want the high, the merge, the thrill, and I'll let the grounded, responsible parts of life slide to get it.

What is the archetypal form of "Reached for: Acid (LSD) (II)"?

The lotus-eaters, who tasted the flower and forgot their homes and their errands, content to drift in a sweet oblivion with nothing left to return to. The form implies a task: to leave the lotus and take up the oar.

This is a pattern. Not a verdict.
It appears in many lives.