Carried: Sacroiliac (Left)
“My own desires embarrass me, so I keep them turned inward and out of sight.”
It shows as a shame carried toward one's own inner life, the feelings, wants and intentions, and the sexuality among them, so that desire itself is treated as something to hide. On the inward, private side of the body, the reflex is concealment and self-distrust rather than ownership. What it asks for is to let one honest want be acknowledged without apology.
Adam, who having eaten heard the footsteps and hid, saying he was afraid because he was naked, the first reflex to cover the body in shame. The form implies a task: to stop hiding what is simply one's own to feel.
- Essence
- The Misplaced Shame
- Rule
- My own desires shame me, so I keep them hidden and distrust them.
- Body zone
- The left sacroiliac; desire held on the inward, private side
- Archetype
- Adam
- Emotional theme
- Shame of one's own desire and sexuality
- Behavioural pattern
- Concealing feelings, wants and intentions; self-distrust about them
- Family dynamic
- An early climate in which desire was met as something shameful
- Core wound
- My own desires shame me, so I keep them hidden and distrust them.
- Exit
- Letting one honest want be acknowledged without apology.
What is the "Carried: Sacroiliac (Left)" pattern?
It shows as a shame carried toward one's own inner life, the feelings, wants and intentions, and the sexuality among them, so that desire itself is treated as something to hide. On the inward, private side of the body, the reflex is concealment and self-distrust rather than ownership. What it asks for is to let one honest want be acknowledged without apology.
What does "Carried: Sacroiliac (Left)" sound like when it shows up?
My own desires embarrass me, so I keep them turned inward and out of sight.
What is the archetypal form of "Carried: Sacroiliac (Left)"?
Adam, who having eaten heard the footsteps and hid, saying he was afraid because he was naked, the first reflex to cover the body in shame. The form implies a task: to stop hiding what is simply one's own to feel.
This is a pattern. Not a verdict.
It appears in many lives.