Carried: Chameroid (Painful dime-sized ulcers on the penis or clitoris)

Worth is estimated at nothing and desire is treated as the proof of it, so longing and self-disgust arrive together and neither can be acted on. A penalty is felt to be owed for having an erotic nature at all, which is where the need for punishment comes in. That equation was built in a household that shamed sexuality and exploited it at the same time — the double message being the injury, since the child was condemned for what was being taken from them. What the shape asks for is the charge examined for whose conduct it actually describes.

I want to be wanted and I'm certain I'd contaminate whoever agreed to it.

Mary Magdalene, whose name was attached to a disgrace assigned by others and repeated long after anyone checked it. The form implies a task: to find out who assigned the reputation, and on what evidence.