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Pushed away: Venison

Softness is a luxury for people who never had to take anything.

It runs coarse on purpose, treating tenderness, reverence and the whole feminine register as decoration for people with easier lives, and it takes from a room far more readily than it puts into one. It came out of a household with the same creed, where hardness was the currency and giving anything away was counted as a loss. What it asks for is one contribution made with nothing coming back.

The Archetypal Form

It echoes Egill Skallagrimsson, who took what he wanted from every coast he landed on, buried his silver where nobody would ever find it, and cursed the gods aloud when they finally took something from him. The form implies a task: to notice what the hardness has been unable to keep.

The Algorithm
Essence
The Fortified
Rule
Softness got you nothing there, so I never learned to carry any.
Classification
Substance / Activity
Venison
Archetype
Egill Skallagrimsson
Emotional theme
Hardness as creed; contempt for tenderness
Behavioural pattern
Coarse taking without contribution; avoidance of love, intimacy and reverence
Family dynamic
Household with the same hard creed, where giving was counted as loss
Core wound
Softness got you nothing there, so I never learned to carry any.
Exit
Making one contribution with nothing coming back.
Frequently asked
What is the "Pushed away: Venison" pattern?

It runs coarse on purpose, treating tenderness, reverence and the whole feminine register as decoration for people with easier lives, and it takes from a room far more readily than it puts into one. It came out of a household with the same creed, where hardness was the currency and giving anything away was counted as a loss. What it asks for is one contribution made with nothing coming back.

What does "Pushed away: Venison" sound like when it shows up?

Softness is a luxury for people who never had to take anything.

What is the archetypal form of "Pushed away: Venison"?

It echoes Egill Skallagrimsson, who took what he wanted from every coast he landed on, buried his silver where nobody would ever find it, and cursed the gods aloud when they finally took something from him. The form implies a task: to notice what the hardness has been unable to keep.

This is a pattern. Not a verdict.
It appears in many lives.

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