Pushed away: Lactalbumin (II)
“Feed me, comfort me, promote me, and I'll find a reason to decline all three.”
It refuses nourishment in every register it arrives in, whether that is food, pleasure, money, advancement or care, and the refusal has become uniform enough that it no longer needs a reason in the individual case. Rejection beginning before birth set the intake at a level that has never since been revised, and a body that was not welcomed learns to decline whatever would confirm that it is here. What it asks for is one nourishing thing accepted in full, with no corresponding subtraction made somewhere else to pay for it.
It echoes Suibhne, driven into the trees to live on watercress and cold water, refusing every roof he was offered and unable to stay anywhere a hand was held out. The form implies a task: to accept one roof for one night.
What is the "Pushed away: Lactalbumin (II)" pattern?
It refuses nourishment in every register it arrives in, whether that is food, pleasure, money, advancement or care, and the refusal has become uniform enough that it no longer needs a reason in the individual case. Rejection beginning before birth set the intake at a level that has never since been revised, and a body that was not welcomed learns to decline whatever would confirm that it is here. What it asks for is one nourishing thing accepted in full, with no corresponding subtraction made somewhere else to pay for it.
What does "Pushed away: Lactalbumin (II)" sound like when it shows up?
Feed me, comfort me, promote me, and I'll find a reason to decline all three.
What is the archetypal form of "Pushed away: Lactalbumin (II)"?
It echoes Suibhne, driven into the trees to live on watercress and cold water, refusing every roof he was offered and unable to stay anywhere a hand was held out. The form implies a task: to accept one roof for one night.
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