Pushed away: Tobacco
“I haven't raised my voice since I was a child, and I don't intend to start.”
It carries a heavy seriousness and keeps assertion, initiative and anything resembling aggression permanently out of use, so that the whole forward-going register is missing rather than merely restrained. A mother who reacted with fury to any masculine expression made that register dangerous to display, and the safest available version of a person was a grave one who never pushed. What it asks for is one clear statement of a want, said at ordinary volume, to somebody who can hear it.
It echoes Vidar, the silent one who stands at the edge of every gathering saying nothing at all, keeping an entire capacity in reserve for a day that has not come. The form implies a task: to spend a small part of the reserve now.
What is the "Pushed away: Tobacco" pattern?
It carries a heavy seriousness and keeps assertion, initiative and anything resembling aggression permanently out of use, so that the whole forward-going register is missing rather than merely restrained. A mother who reacted with fury to any masculine expression made that register dangerous to display, and the safest available version of a person was a grave one who never pushed. What it asks for is one clear statement of a want, said at ordinary volume, to somebody who can hear it.
What does "Pushed away: Tobacco" sound like when it shows up?
I haven't raised my voice since I was a child, and I don't intend to start.
What is the archetypal form of "Pushed away: Tobacco"?
It echoes Vidar, the silent one who stands at the edge of every gathering saying nothing at all, keeping an entire capacity in reserve for a day that has not come. The form implies a task: to spend a small part of the reserve now.
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