Pushed away: Filberts
“I was raised to be hard work, and it took.”
It keeps intimacy off by being difficult to be around, and the difficulty is not accidental: the mannerisms, the prickliness and the particular way it puts people off were trained in rather than chosen. A mother who wanted the person to stay made them unappealing to everybody else, which is an efficient method and a quiet one, and the training outlived the household that installed it. What it asks for is to drop one of the repelling habits deliberately and watch what comes near.
It echoes Hachikazuki, whose mother placed a wooden bowl on her head that could not be taken off, so that everybody who saw her laughed and nobody would have her. The form implies a task: to find out who put the bowl there, and what it was for.
What is the "Pushed away: Filberts" pattern?
It keeps intimacy off by being difficult to be around, and the difficulty is not accidental: the mannerisms, the prickliness and the particular way it puts people off were trained in rather than chosen. A mother who wanted the person to stay made them unappealing to everybody else, which is an efficient method and a quiet one, and the training outlived the household that installed it. What it asks for is to drop one of the repelling habits deliberately and watch what comes near.
What does "Pushed away: Filberts" sound like when it shows up?
I was raised to be hard work, and it took.
What is the archetypal form of "Pushed away: Filberts"?
It echoes Hachikazuki, whose mother placed a wooden bowl on her head that could not be taken off, so that everybody who saw her laughed and nobody would have her. The form implies a task: to find out who put the bowl there, and what it was for.
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